Hmm, this is a tough one to think about. I honestly can’t think of anything right now.. nothing has really been on my mind for years that I have felt guilty about or something I need to forgive myself for.
I guess the one thing I can think of is this: my parents use to take us on vacation every summer if possible and my dad LOVED to take pictures. Pictures of us on our vacation doing everything, to me as a chubby little 8-16 year old, I HATED it. I would literally get mad at my dad for wanting to take so many pictures. Now that I am older, I find myself looking at our printed photos in the box we keep them in and I always wish there was more pictures. Since last year I stopped getting mad at him and I made sure to include myself and take selfies with him. That’s definitely another one of my goals for 2018 – take more photos with the people I love. Memories are nothing if you can’t remember them 20 years from now, but pictures are forever. So I guess this isn’t something I need to forgive myself for? It’s just something that I have always held inside and I feel bad for ever getting mad at my dad and complaining to him. I always remember times where he would take pictures and I would get mad and he would just walk away sad. Hurts my heart. He just wanted us to be happy and remember those moments. I love my dad and am very thankful for everything he has done for us ❤ Now it’s my turn to take over the picture taking 🙂